Peace for me.

Malam dinner Publishing lepas (4hb April '09), lepas habis semua acara, aku di-approach oleh seseorang. The girl tells me that she have a couple of poems yang dia ingin kasi aku dan inginku lagukan.

Esoknya, Ahad 5/4/09 aku dapat e-mail daripada dia, dalam tuh ada di-attach satu notepad berisi dua puisi.

Indah hasil tulisan. and so aku terus capai gitar. Lebih kurang 20 mins aku cari melody dan nyanyi, aku decide ntuk buat live record terus. Aku malas nak fikir banyak actually, sebab aku sangat tak sihat, tambah pulak suara serak+tekak bengkak dan selsema yang menggila.

So, aku upload salah satu puisi yang aku lagu-kan nih. Tajuknya; Damai.

(aku tak sure I'm allowed to post the actual poem@lyric sebab its still KIV. so aku malas letak. haha. Pandai-pandai la dengar)

Oh. Lagu tu dalam player kt tpi kanan nih, lampi. Browse sendiri.

Review : Talentime

My first movie review, though banyak kali aku terfikir nak buat macam-macam review but was put on hold 'cause of my busyness, rasanya yang ni I can't hold back. I just got back from watching it and I can't help saying this over and over again, it was a GREAT MOVIE.

Talentime (or Talentime Gala @ Tale & Time)
Another Masterpiece by Yasmin Ahmad.
(cant find any bigger poster, so i'm sorry)

Like I said, it was a MASTERPIECE. The plot is great, The casting is great dan the way Yasmin Ahmad twist the plot to create konflik adalah sangat-sangat brilliant. There's no main focus in the movie though, which different dengan hasil-hasil karya Yasmin Ahmad yang lepas-lepas, but then, the movie urges us, critical viewers to think, on how to resolve a simple matter, yet was brought dificult as the time goes.

"It happens. All the time,"
- Harith Iskandar

I cried more than 5 times while watching this movie. I'm not going to say which scene (sebab still tamau spoil for you guys yang belum tengok :D) but those scenes, will deeply touch viewers heart (for those still have conscience) even I found lawak-lawak yang cuba diketengahkan Yasmin Ahmad dalam filem ini is more to America@British style, which is another BRILIANT job. I enjoyed every second of it.

Pada sesiapa yang dah tengok flem ni, but still didn't get this or that, or maybe some us us found it was lame to bring such joke to the eye of viewers, think again. This is just what we need. We we never obligated to follow specific rule in enjoying what has been served before us.

Pada aku lah, this film a bit more musical since ada banyak scene yang melibatkan thoughts of Melur dan Hafiz, since both of them participating in the talentime by performing on piano and guitar, respectively. Nothing bad about being musical, Yasmin Ahmad. My Kudos to you :)
"the musical thing" yang actually drives this movie to be more interesting and make viewers cry their heart out XD seriously. I was touched (reaaaaaaaaaaalllly touched) by the song sang by Hafiz to his beloved. It really goes deep in this heart, and for that split second, I remembered to my beloved too...

Aku kena carik OST filem ni, seriously. Even the hindi song that was aired in the middle of the movie was so soothing to hear, and leaves us in deep thoughts of what life is all about.

Selalunya filem-filem yang buat aku touching ni, aku pergi tengok dua tiga kali. Theres nothing to lose for such Masterpiece. I'll be doing so sometime later (tgk movie ni lagi).

In a nutshell, this movie is A-MUST-WATCH. Kecuali sesiapa yang tak mahu fikir heavy-heavy dan touching lebey, tak payah la tengok. Those who feeling musical, go watch this movie, dan yup not forgot to mention, bawa sajalah kawan India dan Cina anda, this movie is meant to be watch together as it promotes multiracial harmony. Good job in doing subliminal social obligation, Yasmin :)

Thanks for the Masterpiece, Yasmin Ahmad.

Escape!

27hb, 28hb dan 29hb - aku akan berada di Terengganu.

Wohooo bau pantai!

HEBAT SIAL AKU

Dah la ko sakitkan hati aku depan2. skang ko tiru gaya aku pulak! omigawd~

Motherfishcakers! (dari KAMI The Movie hehe)

si Penkopikat!


Hahahah WTFISH


Mmg aku dah tak jadik marah. Instead I'm going to have lotsa fun with this battle onwards XD

I'm blissful with patience

It's a great feeling when you find the right track to go with the day..

and today I've found the absolute perfect song.
(quoted from the movie Definitely Maybe)

Juliet the Orange - The Days
(cant find the video anywhere so search for the mp3 if you care :P)

Ada 2 benda aku nak merepek;

1. Pagi hari je aku dah dapat khabar 'gembira' yang bisa bikin hati ini kecewa dan marah dan terkejut dan so on. Memang aku tak sangka benda tu jadi camtu. Dan ya, aku terlibat dalam hal yang dimaksudkan, sebagai 'antara penjenayah' dalam sekumpulan penjenayah while some others may think aku cuma 'mangsa keadaan'.

Dan yup, aku adalah mangsa keadaan.

Big deal. Aku dah biasa jadik camtu kot? Buat baik tak ingat punya. Jaga hati kawan, backup dia bila dalam kesusahan, lindungi bontot dia (cover his/her ass..) dan abaikan perasaan dan fikiran sendiri kerana termakan dengan budi pekerti. Dan akhir sekali, aku yang kena. Yup. Pathetic me.

Entah la. To be simple, I was backstabbed. Thats that. Dan a whole other crowd juga mempersalahkan aku kerana difikirkan aku terlibat secara langsung dengan perlakuan keji tersebut (kerana backup Si Pentikam Belakang). Kenapa aku backup dia, kau tanya? Sebab aku buat apa yang aku fikir betul dan tidak diberitahu (kerana aku selalu mengamalkan sikap berkecuali dalam segala hal).

Haih entahlah. Aku cuma boleh bersabar, bersabar, dan bersabar.


2. Dikecewakan. Aku tau kenapa kau buat begitu. Tapi kau dah lupa agaknya siapa yang berada disitu bila kau perlukan seseorang. Tak perlu aku sebut segala good deeds yang aku dah buat kat kau, tu bukan cara aku, men-claim budi. Tapi buatku bertambah kecewa, kau langsung tolak aku ke tepi. Padahal aku masih ingat pada kau dan menjaga hati kau.

Mungkin kau juga ada membawa perkhabaran buruk tentangku (aku agak, disebabkan benda ni jadi) padahal setiap kali aku bersama orang, aku cerita segala kebaikan mu dan kelebihan mu.

Haih entahlah. Aku cuma boleh bersabar, bersabar, dan bersabar.




Dah ramai orang kata aku terlalu banyak bersabar. Siap ada yang mengapi-apikan aku untuk 'hilangkan sabar' aku.

Kebanyakan benda-benda terjadi diatas di lakukan untuk melihat senyuman. Senyum keranaku, dan aku gembira buat mu, walau siapa juga kau. Nampaknya baik macam mana pun manusia, tidak akan ada siapa menghargai. Bukan ku minta dipuji, tapi jagalah hati ini.

Orang kata aku kasar (sekarang) tapi yup, sekasar aku pun tahu menjaga hati. Adakah aku perlu kurang ajar lagi bagi mengelak benda yang sama berlaku lagi?

tak kot. tayah la.

Syukur kepada Tuhan kerna dikurniakan ku kesabaran tanpa hadnya.


Just a portion dari lagu Juliet the Orange nih (heheh. iklan sekejap)

Things will go your way
For patience is a virtue

.

Perempuan gila!

(dia buzz aku dulu FYI)

BUZZ!!!
Enix: ya budak
Enix:
orked -: ya de ape buzz?
Enix: bile masa aku buzz
Enix: adoi
orked -: eh..u buzz i dulu okey..
orked -:
Enix: hoh
Enix: siyes?
Enix: ade bg msg eh pastu
orked -: yup..
orked -: so what u want from me ha sombong guy?
Enix: i didnt buzz u >-<
Enix: sombong eh
Enix: ..
orked -: u buzz me..
Enix: nope..
orked -: ya u sombong..
orked -: sombong giler..
orked -: giler pun x mcm u
Enix: ok fine
Enix: what u want me to do
Enix: pm u every nite n day?
Enix: hantas msg every second
Enix: ?
orked -: what hantas..?
orked -: just a friend lah
orked -: if u wanna out just tell me first...
orked -: if u dont like me just delete my name n click me as spam
Enix: er.
Enix: why so marah?
orked -: am i look mad..?
Enix: yup
orked -: nothing besause im think i do something wrong to u..
Enix: uve yet done wrong to me lah
Enix: haha
orked -: but its not the time to blame mysalve again n again
Enix: ok2
Enix: rileks
Enix: ape citer ni
Enix: kau mcm x ok
Enix: ?
orked -: arr...stupid
orked -: why guy always not understand..?
orked -: even simple things..
Enix: u called this as simple?
orked -: im too tired..
orked -: im not worty of..
Enix: ok2 orked
Enix: rilekkkkss.
Enix: ada apa2 jadi hari ni?
orked -: nothing..
orked -: im wokey
Enix: okey
Enix: if u need anything im here k
orked -: u here..? just keep ur words
Enix: ye la?
Enix: im still here?
orked -: ya..u there..its not funny
Enix: ok then u tell me whats wrong
orked -: wanna fight with me..?
orked -: lets fight..
orked -: pleashhhh
Enix: fine
Enix: what u rly wnt from me?
orked -: nk fight dalam english x best..i change my language
Enix: lol k
orked -: pe kau ingat kau bagus sangat ke..
Enix: aku x pk camtu pun? ape yg buat kau fikir aku bagus?
orked -: alah..le la ki..
orked -: bile sorang..kecut/kecik cam tikus..
orked -: tikus pun lagi besar..
Enix: ape masalah kau seh
orked -: bile ramai..mulelah..
orked -: meluat..
Enix: ape aku dah buat kt kau?
orked -: so chaildis
Enix: ok kau beritahu aku
Enix: ape aku dah buat kt kau?
orked -: wei..belah lah..
orked -: lagi mau tanya ke.
Enix: ni sape ni
orked -: kau int aku perempuan
orked -: dont look at me as im a gurl..
orked -: okey..?
Enix: sbb orked i know IS A GIRL
orked -: u get my words..?
Enix: nope. u words is confusing k thnx
orked -: dah lah..
orked -: simpe jelah kate2 kau untuk minah leh..
orked -: org len boleh lah..
Enix: heh
Enix: tetibe marah
Enix: period?
Enix:
Enix: aku suh cite ape yg tak kena, tak mau
orked -: i can be devil just like that
orked -: oh kalau pompuan marah..period..
orked -: kalau laki marah ape..?
orked -: lu pk lah sendiri..
Enix: bila aku marah kau?
Enix: tolong beritau
orked -: i just wanna fight with u..with no reason..
orked -: layan je lah
Enix: haih
Enix: u r being weird
Enix: ..?
orked -: thats why lah i said guy is difficult..
Enix: no youre the one who make this look dificult
orked -: ek eleh..
orked -: pernah x kau rase kau grm sngt kt org tu tp kau x dapat marah dia
Enix: tak pernah
orked -: huh..
orked -: innocent lah konon..
Enix: tak
orked -: nvm..
orked -: what ever..
Enix: aku tak innocent
Enix:
orked -: ingat comel lah tu...
orked -: gelikkk aku tgk..
Enix: haha
Enix: tade je
Enix: suke tgk ko camni
Enix: sengal tak tentu pasal
orked -: eleh leh...
orked -: dah lah..
orked -: semua tu tektik lame..
orked -: ayat novel..
Enix: hahahhahahaha
Enix: adoyai
Enix: sumpah aku tatau ape masalah kau do
orked -: bile pompuan marah..nnti that guy mule lah cakap..suke lah tgk awak marah..nampak cantik..
orked -: meluat gile aku dgr..
Enix: pempuan nmpk comel bila dia mrh sbb syg
orked -: rase nk terajang time tu jugak..
Enix: ko nmpk tah hape sbb marah tah hape
Enix: heh
Enix: cakap lebih
orked -: wei..cakap belit2 cam keling..
orked -: ade hati nk ngate aku..
orked -: balik lah tmpt asal mu..
Enix: ko yg ckp bebelit
Enix: bajet best
Enix:
orked -: aku x pernah bajet aku best..
orked -: not even once..
Enix: haha
Enix: skang ni aku nmpk byk je kau bajet best
orked -: its up to you..that ur opinion
Enix: yup thats mine
orked -: ape aku nk kisah..
orked -: e2 je ke..?
orked -: ha..?
Enix: itu je
Enix: kau nk ape lagi?
orked -:
orked -: ya..guy..!
Enix: hahahha
Enix: ko fikir kau hebat yg kau ni faham lelaki
Enix: ahhahahhahhaha
orked -: alah cakap ngan kau..x payah lah..
Enix: hhahah
Enix: dah tade idea
Enix: sian dia
Enix: tadi ckp nk hebat
orked -: whos say..
orked -: buang karen je cakap dgn kau..
Enix: AKU yg buang karen cko ngan kau
Enix: hahahha
orked -: tergedik2 keluarkan icon tu
Enix: hahahhaha
Enix: dah pulak kluar ikon pon x boleh
Enix: sejak bila
orked -: REALLY..?SO PITY...
Enix: hahahahhaha
Enix: sayang...
Enix: dah asar lum?
orked -: .dah le..mak aku dah nk balik ni..aku x masak pe lagi..wei..cou dlu..thanks temankan aku fight ptg ni..
orked -: for ur imformation aku dah asar..

and shes off.

Siyes aku x faham perempuan ni. Dahla typo merata (boleh penuh Kamus Update aku nih)

Redirect

post kosong untuk repair link. sekian.

So you are a cupcake lover?

so you definitely want to check out this;

Chirpy-Cakes!

Rasa sedap. Rasa manis. Home-baked cupcakes, with wide of variations of design for pickings.
One thing I've learn from the baker;

Theres no such thing as love at first sight. You have to actually, 'taste' , to love.
:P

Few pictures taken from the actual chirpy-cake blog for the eye candy.

Wait what?

Thats me with the cuppy baker. Check out her blog. Get some tasteful of sweetness from her!

iPersistent

Kau harus faham. Bila aku sound kau, bila aku nasihat kau, bila aku push kau, kau, kau dan kau, harus tahu ada tujuan aku berbuat begitu. Mungkin you'll find me being ridiculous or behaving such a dick but sorry to say, thats me.

I tend to SPEAK UP DIRECTLY OF WHATS ON MY MIND.

Kau, kau, kau dan kau, kalau nak terima dan masuk palotak apa yang aku cakap, terima kasih. Kalau tidak, then its totally up to you. Kau sakit hati, lantak pergi. Aku takkan kisah. Aku takkan peduli.

What I did is a mere responsible as A FRIEND.

Maaf kalau aku terkasar bahasa. Maaf kalau aku tak cakap berlapik. Maaf maaf maaf. But thats the way I SHOULD BE. Aku sangat bengap dalam bermuka-muka, bagi ayat menjaga hati dan so on.

Macam aku mention tadi, aku ada tujuan aku. And for most cases, I know whats good for you. Believe me.

Just a quote from a famous artist yang aku pegang sampai sekarang,

You can do whatever you set your mind to.

Myspace Music

is up

www.myspace.com/poetfulofsweetness

Rose of May/Loss of Me

or some also called this song as the "Red Rose" since its (General) Beatrix's famous theme from the all-famous game franchise, Final Fantasy 9 (developed by Square-Enix)



Simplest cover I've ever watched on Youtube. Been looking for this cover for soooo long since I'm a huge fan of (General) Beatrix . Hehe.

Kalau sesiapa yang dah dengar versi piano dia, mesti terdiam dengar irama indah dia. Ape lagi bila dimain di gitar. Leleh air mata dibuatnya. Huhu.

omw learning/tabbing this song yeah!

Too bad bila irama piano dibawa ke gitar akan secara automatiknya menjadi Classical playing. Adoyai jariku.

Mahu pergi ke lapangan hijau?

Great song from Oasis. Lagu ni sedang haunting my mind for the past few days. I remembered the days when I used to spend with Hanna, panjat bukit near Puncak (Puncak Perdana, my old kolej penginapan), then ada satu field membukit kat situ, rumput dia hijau pekat dan sangat cantik. The air kat situ petang-petang selalu sejuk and windy. Hanna dan aku pasti akan bring along our guitars dan sing out loud kat atas sana. Memekak. Hehe. Then touching-touching (in sense of feeling ourselves, bukan saling meraba-raba k thnx). Adoyaii. Good 'ol times. I missed you la my memekak partner..

Well thats that. Enjoy the song.






Oasis - Take Me Away

Just when it falls apart
And when it's time to start
Will you sit down here for another day
And when it's time to be
All the things that we
Are wishing away for another day

Cos in my soul we know where we're goin
We're goin where the grass is green, the air is clean and the good times are growin'
So take me away
Just for today
Cos I'm sat here on my own
I'd like to be
Under the sea
Where they'd probaly need a phone

And just when it falls apart
And just when it's time to start
Will you sit down here for another day

Cos in my soul we know where we're goin
We're goin where the grass is green, the air is clean and the good times are growin'
So take me away
Just for today
Cos I'm sat here on my own
I'd like to be
Under the sea
Where they'd probaly need a phone
I could be you
If I wanted to
But I've never got the time
You could be me
And pretty soon you will be
But you're gonna need a line

Need a line
Need a line
Need a line

This one I have to make it!

2008 menyaksikan waktu busy aku. Apart from doing my practical training di UTHM (Johor) and attending un-avoid-able events yang aku tak minat, aku xde pergi mana-mana event yang aku minat pon. Terlepas ade la. Haih.

Couple of days ago Nurul Iznie @ pondan in disguise menginform aku coming event yang give chills and excited for it.





Mocca weh! OMG. Can't wait. I've been listening to this cutie-jazz-blues band since diploma, along with Rumi Rhapsody. Want to see them LIVE! Book you tickets now and see you guys there too :j

A sinner once is a sinner twice

and so on.

Kekadang peers yang ada di sekeliling kita yang di anggap baik bukan orang baik juga. You'll never know what they have under their skins. Kekadang tu acted so goody-nerdy tho actually they are the most vicious fox among the sheeps.

Aku dah terkena. Everybody will.

I love you I love you

Adik aku call. Dia nangis.

:(((((((((((


Maafkan abang, sayang.

Tagged by amoi

>> CLICK <<

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

//Selamat Tinggal

(sambil merujuk lirik lagu Meet Uncle Hussain - Hilang)

(inspirasi oleh Al-Fahim Mokhtar)

(sila nyanyi dengan penuh perasaan..)

Namun segala.... KESAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!


Lol sorry. I'm just out of my frickin mind. Ada benda yang datang dan pergi. Bisa bikin rotor otak ku pusing dua kali. Celake.

Ape yang aku nak ucapkan ialah;

Xelamat Tinggal Chenta!

sebab? kau mahu sebab ya? Sebab kau masih tak berubah. Bukan aku suruh kau berubah menjadi rubah, tapi ubah la perangai tong sampah kau tuh.

Well sometimes good things have to come to an end.

Ya itu aku. Aku takkan lagi bagi nasihat, tips dan menjadi si cupid yang bodo untuk kau. Pandai-pandai lah kau bawa diri. Lagipun kau dah prove yourself yang kau akan survive apa jua situasi lagipun kan? ;)

Dah puas kot (jot, kjot -thanks to kamus budak2 MC UiTM yang senget) aku jadik Plan B untuk kau. Plan B? Tah tatau. C? D? F? U? Z? Kau decide. But I couldn't take anymore than this (that)

XD

Cukup apa yang kau dah buat kat aku. Sangat dihargai. Terima kaseyyy! (walaupun not a single shit/bullshit dari kau berjaya mematangkan aku yang tak matang-matang)

Puas doh jaga hati kau. Tapi tak terjaga2 lak. Keras kepala konkrit gamaknya kau ni. Tapi Tak mengapa (masih igt lagu A. Rahman Hassan?), secara rasmi aku buang kau dari kepala hotel (ak) ku ini.

Segala yang kau beri, akan aku hargai

(jap apesal aku rasa cam ada unsur2 ayat si Kapkek ni?)

Segala yang kau beri, tong sampah nuu pergi. Segala yang kau ucapkan, pegi mampos, ade pulak aku kesah, kan? Segala kau dan aku punya janji, dah sampai masa untuk dimungkiri (lupakan 8 tahun akan datang, aku ada short term memory lost)

Bak kata The Used dalam lagu Biru dan Kuning, I rather (NOT) wasting my time with you (anymore)

:)

Semper fi dan Selamat Tinggal.

Chaos Mod and Editing Tools

http://forums.relicnews.com/showthread.php?t=216812

Akhir a bit news for us DoW40k Fans (who wants to play other faction despite of the 4 fixed faction index lol)

- Imperial Guard Mod is out
- Chaos is ON THE WAY!!

XD

Dawn of War II

is a joke!

Aku agak frustrated dengan chapter terbaru siri Warhammer 40k ini. Yeap, pada semua yang dah main, maybe tak akan tau frustration yang melanda aku currently. I mean, THQ did a great job in presenting their newest RTS-goes-RPG chapter, with awesome graphics, gameplays and shits, but the thing is;

WHERE THE FUCKING FUCK IS THE CHAOS?

Korang cuma akan diberi 4 sides to choose from, which is; Tyranids, Space Marines, Eldar dan Orks.

Yeap. 4 sides.

Which ultimately defeats the X-Factor of the Warhammer 40k series. Sebelum ni (series-series) kita akan berpeluang main, like, 8 sides? Which; Dark Eldars, Chaos, BLALA

Well yeah, I'm a die-hard fan of the Chaos. MEMANG KECEWA GILA BABI diorang tak include Chaos as a playable faction dalam presentation baru diorang ni. Pulak tuh, we're going to start off our campaign dengan Space Marine, FIXED. Lagi la aku menyampah!

Idea RPG diorang memang dah cukup bagus, with lotsa destroyable debris and shits, tapi satu lagi TURN OFF dalam series ni ialah, decals is disabled (mayat-mayat, korang perasan tak dalam series yang lepas, after any battle besar yang melibatkan huge number of people akan melahirkan huge numbers of corpses too?) Dalam series ni, decals cuma tahan like, 5-10 secs? Memang la kan, dah tak seronok aku main. Feeling nak ada kat dalam battlefield tuh memang dah tak ada. Instead aku main 1st campaign tadi dengan maki sumpah seranah. Fucktards!

Oh yeah, pada siapa yang support The Terrans a.k.a. Space Marines, go rot in hell.



SANITY IS FOR THE WEAK!


Play as Chaos, together kita hancurkan regime Humanshitfuckretard dalam Warhammer 40k.



Remember that, kalian.

info on The Twisted Chaos

POS is up!

http://poetfulofsweetness.blogspot.com/

Mulai hari ini semua hasil kerja musik bosanku akan diupdate disana. Lirik is available dan playlist akan sentiasa di update.

Sila komen dan kutuk. Tak kisah punya.